replies to tags:

Joel: lol -.- i cant manage time properly lols. at least not now. as a WEAK individual, i noe i cant lols. i wun wanna damage anything further if u noe wad i mean >.>

QP: thx qp (:

mrfeng: PERSERVERANCE! XD

xip: lol -.-

david: at least i listened and didnt negotiate for my punishment-.- i had to endure the pain of copying lols. so wad if they got a lighter sentence. at least i took responsibility for my actions.

The Flea Market:


mimie and naresh






the e3 store
Our "Service" which only costed customers 5 cents per round -.


















Ziling and Xinyi

























e3's Service











Donut tt NaNa bought












Note the smiley face













Shy Pamela



DrinkssSnacks thingy waiting to be sold





errr..u wun wanna noe wads underneath the beard


Bear waiting to be sold at e3 store







Hardworking Farhana



Shi Hui :x



Cute Mimie



flowers


pink:Given by David,Purple:Given by Sebas, Dark Pink: Given by Edmund



Adeline's, Yesmeen's and mine


last but not least, THE PURPLE FLOWER (:

The anger, hatred.
y are these emotions coming back?
this fuming sensation inside of me.
can it never be taken away?

even though there are many unreasonable ppl in my house, i blame no one for the state i am in today.
reason being,
1. my whole family is crumbling, everyone is stressed out. so... _____
2. i caused unhappiness here and there around the house(no matter how hard i tried not to).

i rather have them screaming and scolding me, than me screaming and scolding them.
trying to speak to them will end up in fights within a few seconds.
staying quiet is the best solution for me i guess.

i deserved it.
i deserved all tt i am goin thru now.
all the problems, all the pain, the hurt.
i deserved it all.
but nevertheless, i have to kip my siblings together, to guide and help them thru.
it is my duty and responsibility being the oldest sis around.
if i cant guide and help myself, how can i even think of doin so for others?
i guess this gives me every reason to be stronger.

a broken family would result in a broken person.
but it is the person's Determination, Resilience and Love tt kips the family together.

it has been a long long time since i posted anything :x
cant help it though.
have lots of hw to finish and catch up on.
other additional things to do as well.
man. x.x
but i guess i have to get used to it sooner or later since its gonna become worse anyway.
now to reply to some of the 18 tags HERE:

rick: of course we r hardworking. :x bears have to wake up early in the morn and catch fish der lehs. den go find honey. den den den den other chores unlike PIGS. :x and kip pear entertained while i am bz :x

MrFeng: u too! :DD

CJESSC: O.O a chiobu just tagged me! man im honoured :x take cares too :D

david: trying lols. thx for the duno how many 'reminders'

MEIQI: orhs ^^

penghui: o.o ellos :DD thx for tagging ^^

abdullah: lols -.-''''

nisa: trying trying! :x

MrFeng: yesh. first few weeks and im falling down alreadi LOLs. and i haven even learnt anything!!!!!!! %$#@#$%$#@!@#$ >.>

Joel: -.-

martong: currently doin tt :x

xip: it doesnt even seem like spamming. oops? :x

yeemeng: of course mahssss. see, ppl miss me alot LOLs. jkjk


the rest of it i guess i have alreadi answered ur ques or doubts alreadi lols. another short post and another long period of hibernation coming up lols. i tink im gonna sleep in class tmr -.-''
and i haven even finished doin my hw! zzz.
do the chinese hw until pek chek alreadi.
just to let u noe i have been doin my chinese hw since..6pm? lols.
dun understand y chinese teachers dun understand how hard issit for ppl like me to finish their hw.
and instead tink tt im lazy and dun wanna put in the effort to do at all lols.
owell.
not tt im angry or anything lols.
just a little...confused o.O

ok i will post somemore when i have the time.
now its like..12.30am alreadi zzz.
yea i noe some of u guys can tahan sleeping later.
but hey, i aint u guys and u guys aint me lols.
soo...off i go to bed! (b4 someone starts nagging) >.>

What Clarice Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

Year 2008
probably the worse yet the best year for me.
depends on whether i want it to be good, or horrible. =/
The horrible part would be the stress coming up.
if i use wadever time i have and put my heart and soul into doin the stuff im supposed to do, den i guess all of this stress and hardwork wld be worth it.
ahh. im out of words to say = =
its been a superbly long time since i blogged a long long post.
and becoz of tt my eng has gone down the drain LOLs. -.-
even tt sentence has a prob somewhere. zz

this yr's resolutionS for me :
1. Improve in wadever way i can
2. Increase in wisdom and stature, favour in God and men. lols.
3. Ever-growing Faith in Him.
4. Doing MORE for Him.

tinking abt wads been happening in 2007(which has ended ytd),
i guess, it hasnt been a great year for me =/
i have taken many things for granted.
Frens, studies, almost everything.
My temper came back no matter how hard i tried to kip it in.
my character went down the drain.
my studies went down the drain.
infact everything went down the drain -.-.
ok maybe i have improved in some areas.
but it isnt enuff.
time to stop fooling around.
year 2008 is goin to be the BEST year yet. (lols. im just being positive. maybe i should say tt to myself in the mirror everyday. :x)
hopefully i can be mentally stronger and physically fitter.
i shld noe my basic priorities and have a clear view of my goal.
i have slacked too much alreadi.
its time to make a change.

self-discipline is to be present.
responsibilities shld not be pushed away.
no more wasting of time.
no more making of unnecessary mistakes.
besides, its gonna be a tough year for me.
all these have to be present for me to survive.

if i ever lose my way, reminders would be nice lols.
And,
to those hu helped, reminded and guided me last yr, i thank you very much (:
i would not have made it thru without u guys.

ok im out of words to say.
its been a long time since i crapped here u noe..(gives tt cheeky face):x
hehs.
fortunately(for some of u guys) i dun have the time to crap today. lols.
i have tons of hw waiting for me -.-.
so errr..
hope u guys have a blessed new year! :D

HAPPY 2008!

man ive nth better to do -.-...